Chaos

I watched Ross become a shambling wreck in hospital, watched him struggling with his demons and despair as the drugs and incarceration kicked-in. We had to do what we had to do, but they don’t warn you about the guilt, a guilt that still comes back to haunt me, that still hurts when I listen to this song and read the words. God, the words are so…

Chaos

Boy
I’ve been locked up
Have they thrown away the key?
I don’t know x3
I’ve been locked up
How long cooped up here will I be?
I don’t know x3
Demon
You’ll be in here forever
You will never see
The sun rise on free eyes
Boy
How could you do this to me?!
Why did you do this to me?!
Nurse
There was chaos all around you
We didn’t have a choice but
To do what we had to do
And the later that you leave it
The worse these sorts of things get
So we did what we had to do
Boy
I’ve been knocked out
Don’t they have any mercy?
I think no x3
I’ve been knocked out
How will I find my energy?
I don’t know x3
Demon
You’ll be depressed forever
You will never see the sun rise
On joy’s eyes
Boy
How could you do this to me?!
Why did you do this to me?!

And all the trees have blackened leaves
I’ll wake up soon x2
And weekly meetings with my demons
I’ll wake up soon x2

And if I have to stay
Then I’ll have to stay
And if I have to wait
Then I’ll have to wait…