Rough draft recording - please make allowances....


I watched Ross become a shambling wreck in hospital, watched him struggling with his demons and despair as the drugs and incarceration kicked-in. We had to do what we had to do, but they don’t warn you about the guilt, a guilt that still comes back to haunt me, that still hurts when I listen to this song and read the words. God the words are so....


Chaos

Boy

I’ve been locked up

Have they thrown away the key?

I don’t know x3

I’ve been locked up

How long cooped up here will I be?

I don’t know x3

Demon

You’ll be in here forever

You will never see

The sun rise on free eyes

Boy

How could you do this to me?!

Why did you do this to me?!

Nurse

There was chaos all around you

We didn’t have a choice but

To do what we had to do

And the later that you leave it

The worse these sorts of things get

So we did what we had to do

Boy

I’ve been knocked out

Don’t they have any mercy?

I think no x3

I’ve been knocked out

How will I find my energy?

I don’t know x3

Demon

You’ll be depressed forever

You will never see the sun rise

On joy’s eyes

Boy

How could you do this to me?!

Why did you do this to me?!


And all the trees have blackened leaves

I’ll wake up soon x2

And weekly meetings with my demons

I’ll wake up soon x2


And if I have to stay

Then I’ll have to stay

And if I have to wait

Then I’ll have to wait...